It was all claptrap. "We will last long together." "I like you", "We should totally get together". For me, its none other than a messing of the emotions in a big salad bowl, waiting to be mixed up together, the messier it is, the better it will taste. Honestly, I was ready to be with him. Like really be with him. But what the fuck lar. I won't be able to get any nice guys for myself. Or maybe it's karma. I was a meanie back in high school. Oh bollock, I don't even know how is it possible for me to be a player back then when I was eff looking shitty.
If its karma, then I totally guess I deserve it. I have hurt a fair share of good hearts out there.
I'm sorry. truly sorry.
FUCK THE WORLD"S SHITTIEST GUYS OUT THERE. RIGHT NOW!
I'm sorry. truly sorry.
And this song was on my playlist. just the right time. :) With a lil modifications, it's the purrfecct song for me.
CRY.. NOT. - Rihanna
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep in me
Never got the whole in-love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a goddamn thing
My mind is gone, I'm spinning around
And deep inside my tears, I'll drown
I'm losin grip, whats' happening?
I strayed from love, And this is how i shud fucking feel?
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
I so frigging love this song. But, no, Justin, it's not because of you I am feeling like a dipshit right now. Absolutely not!
It's more of the fact that I have been in millions of relationships and none of them are actually long term. And I am getting so god damn sick of breaking up so often!
